Makes me despise. Myself.
What I can't understand however, is that if I do despise it, why haven't I changed this habit of mine.
This science of sleep's something that i have been trying to understand and make use of. Alas, haven't really done a good job.
So the question comes, time and again, do I really 'want' to get up early OR I just think that I want to get up early. Cause had I wanted it, I'd have slept early - which would be the first step towards this want of mine.
It's perfect if I woke up whenever I do, but not feel bad about it.
I still await the period when I'm content with my sleep patterns. Till that day, I grieve, starting with the morning.
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